Receiving

My day started rather sweet than I imagined it would be. The weather and the residents of Los Angeles have finally come to terms. It was perfect and not too hot outside but you can tell that it's definitely Summer. And our office was like an oven. Just my kind of working environment temperature. The heat totally decreased my efficiency  and effectiveness by 101%, which means that I will end up rechecking all the work I did today, tomorrow.

I was talking to a good friend of mine today, and he said to me, "It's okay to receive."

Receiving has always been a problem for me because most of the time, I just feel like what I'm doing is not good enough, that I am not good enough, and the list goes on.

The brain is a wonderland. The mind is beautiful and very powerful in my opinion. Which I think makes us holy enough to be worthy of something good in this world.

I've never felt this alive my whole life.

I guess for once I realized that it's okay to be happy and not feel guilty of being a little too happy.

Freedom. Finally.