A Taste of Freedom

Today, I completely let go of anger. I have many reasons why. Because it's about time. Because being angry is useless. Because I gain nothing out of it. Because it's a waste of energy. Because it no longer has room in my heart. Because I am able to forgive now.

Today, I completely let go of blame. Because just like anger, it's a waste of energy.  Because blame causes chaos. Because I now know that I learn more by confronting my own issues than pointing fingers at others. Because all children grow up. Because it feels good to be responsible.

Today, I taste FREEDOM. I welcome freedom in my home, I welcome freedom in my life. Because I see now that there's more to learn - that things are not just black or white. With freedom, I am able to pay more attention to the details of my life's work. And right now, my life's work is to explore, to love, to be, to be of service to my loves, and to stay open for possibilities. I know that by completely trusting myself, I can become a much stronger woman.

Today, I let go. 

Happy Friday!

What I like. What I'm like.

At 25, I am beginning to see how I am. What I'm like. What I like.

I like to be loved. At all times. By me and by others. I love myself by completely allowing another human being to love me. I love myself through the practice of things that make me feel good. I love myself by becoming aware of my resistance to the energy that is love. I accept love in all forms, shapes, sizes, and specimen. I love by just "being". By accepting what I am and respecting my wants and needs, I am able to give myself room to grow - explore in a space dedicated just for me. A space that I created inside of me that is my home. A home for new beginnings and continuity. A home for my evolution. A home for more exciting news. A home for my untamed emotions. A home for friendship. A home for family. A home for the unknown. Love comes with great and endless possibilities. To love is exciting. To have love is an honor.

I trust me. Completely. I trust that I am doing the right thing even when doubts arise. I trust to make sure that at the end of the day, my truth wins over my doubts. I trust so that I can take each moment as a learning opportunity. I trust so that I can receive. I trust so that I can have more fun. I trust so that I can stay open. I trust so that I can connect.

Seeing with my eyes. I just think that the eyes are the most wonderful part of the body. As to whether or not they are the windows to our soul, the eyes help us stay present. They give me the visuals of NOW - what's going on in front of me or around me. The eyes don't tell us what's NOT going on - which I like too because it makes me appreciate the moment. The NOW.

Looking through the heart. My heart is my sensor for all things ALIVE. When I look at what's happening in front of me through my heart, I notice how easier it is to make a choice. Now I can see how simple, pure, and honest my life can be if I continue to have this awareness.

I like to connect. I can feel my subtle body smile whenever I make a connection with another human being. I think it's what we are born to do. We are born to communicate. I love communicating with my partner. By connecting with others, I am given a chance to express myself (and even validate my own existence. It's like..."AHHH...so you really see me?"). Just like any other human being on this planet, I just want to exist.

I love sharing. I just do. Whether it's stories, a piece of gum, a seat, a shower, or whatever. I love to share.

I love being in a relationship. With Scott. It's so raw, so fresh, so yummie, and so natural. I get to be a part of his life. My other whole!

Cheers to new beginnings.
Cheers to new friendships.
Cheers to the beauty that is love.
Cheers to the Love that is us.

Better in Time

The only thing that's stopping me from completely surrendering myself to the moment is fear.

My Wish

Is to completely surrender myself to love.

Second Intention

I'm really excited about this coming weekend. This weekend will be my 3rd journey into my heart space. This weekend I'll be setting my second intention. My first intention was to solidify my relationship with the love of my life. Since then, everyday's been a series of new and amazing experiences for me. It's fun, It's yummie, It's scary, It's so raw!

This journey, my intention is to find out how I can help improve the quality of life that I have with my partner. I am ready to learn what my next step will be.

Manana.

Body

My Body is the Temple of my Awareness.

My Body is my Temple of Awareness.

Heartaches

They seem to always resurface no matter how happy I am.