Wednesday, April 20, 2011

What I like. What I'm like.

At 25, I am beginning to see how I am. What I'm like. What I like.

I like to be loved. At all times. By me and by others. I love myself by completely allowing another human being to love me. I love myself through the practice of things that make me feel good. I love myself by becoming aware of my resistance to the energy that is love. I accept love in all forms, shapes, sizes, and specimen. I love by just "being". By accepting what I am and respecting my wants and needs, I am able to give myself room to grow - explore in a space dedicated just for me. A space that I created inside of me that is my home. A home for new beginnings and continuity. A home for my evolution. A home for more exciting news. A home for my untamed emotions. A home for friendship. A home for family. A home for the unknown. Love comes with great and endless possibilities. To love is exciting. To have love is an honor.

I trust me. Completely. I trust that I am doing the right thing even when doubts arise. I trust to make sure that at the end of the day, my truth wins over my doubts. I trust so that I can take each moment as a learning opportunity. I trust so that I can receive. I trust so that I can have more fun. I trust so that I can stay open. I trust so that I can connect.

Seeing with my eyes. I just think that the eyes are the most wonderful part of the body. As to whether or not they are the windows to our soul, the eyes help us stay present. They give me the visuals of NOW - what's going on in front of me or around me. The eyes don't tell us what's NOT going on - which I like too because it makes me appreciate the moment. The NOW.

Looking through the heart. My heart is my sensor for all things ALIVE. When I look at what's happening in front of me through my heart, I notice how easier it is to make a choice. Now I can see how simple, pure, and honest my life can be if I continue to have this awareness.

I like to connect. I can feel my subtle body smile whenever I make a connection with another human being. I think it's what we are born to do. We are born to communicate. I love communicating with my partner. By connecting with others, I am given a chance to express myself (and even validate my own existence. It's like..."AHHH...so you really see me?"). Just like any other human being on this planet, I just want to exist.

I love sharing. I just do. Whether it's stories, a piece of gum, a seat, a shower, or whatever. I love to share.

I love being in a relationship. With Scott. It's so raw, so fresh, so yummie, and so natural. I get to be a part of his life. My other whole!

Cheers to new beginnings.
Cheers to new friendships.
Cheers to the beauty that is love.
Cheers to the Love that is us.