So Where Do I Fit In Now?

Today, I finally admitted defeat to feeling left out. It becomes such an uncomfortable space to move in especially when I am just starting to get over the insecurities that I have accumulated from my past. And the truth suddenly hit me. Although I have had many profound moments over the past year -- that I am still trying to fit in to other people's story. I used it as an excuse for healing my wounds.

And where did I get lost?
I got lost the moment I stopped showing up for myself. I denied my expression and spontaneity because I thought that it would help me take responsibility of being an adult. I thought of fitting in to other people's story as an easier way to live and be here. But it no longer applies to my reality.

So where do I fit it now? Now is the perfect time for me to start living in my own story and see what I create.

Exciting times!!!